One Big Obstacle I Had 2 Faced In 2005 That Made Me A Stronger Person

I had this one very disturbed, emotional roller-coaster, self-praised and proclaimed religious ex-colleague by the name intial of NMbMI. I found one of those 'psychotic expressed' emails in my old inbox. Read on..and tell me wat u think after that..
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"Confide in my son about my workplace. How people ostracize his mother....

Norazlina, as for being an Executive Officer. Only those with degrees hold such job title. For "N", 'O', Diploma Holder WE are still EA grade 1,2,3,4 or 5. Executive title was given to EA such as diploma holders and years of service. I would like to reiterate that educational level alone doesn't make you a better person than an EA who has serve years in YM. You should acknowledge them for their capabilities, endurance, perseverance, dedication, resilience, experience, tolerance not EDUCATIONAL LEVEL alone.

My apologies if you find my email direct. I had tolerated such talks far too long. You know that I don't like to be a hypocrite. If you regard me as friend please give a thought or two on the above. Macam mana pandai pun kita ALLAH tarik satu urat kita and that's the end of us.

My moral have been very low for the longest time. I ve been looking for job but unsuccessful. Now I know why drug addicts can't change. Yes, my emotions and outburst are my setbacks.................but have anybody ever wonder why?"

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This looney fellow was always unhappy. ALWAYS UNHAPPY. Dunno why.. Suka nak bersyarahan tapi diri sendiri tak de control. Mulut tak control, perangai tak control, gerak geri mata dia pun tak di control. Munafik kan tu namanya. Hmm.. we all know that she had series of abusive experience from her late dad and ex-hubby. Not that we are kpo and tanya BUT she herself yang bilang. Dunno for what also..Anyway, Too bad la.. tat's just her life. But hey but not everyone's life is as rosy either ok.. And just because she has some insecurity issues, unhappy marital in the past, low morale (i didnt say so.. she said it herself in her email ah) doesnt mean other ppl's happy life ought to be shortlived or destroyed too like hers. And certainly we dun need ppl like her around if she was to only create unhappiness and 4ever instigating fights. Macam mana nak tolong masyarakat kalau diri sendiri tak ter-urus.

She was pissed and hated the way I carry myself confidently at work. I live by the principle of "Never say Die" and by my corporate's mission .. always working towards forefront of excellence. She wasnt happy with that attitude i have.. So wat.. as if i care.. Not my problem anyway if u hve issues with that. You either join me or be what you are now still in the years to come.

She labeled me b4 directly at my face saying back in 2005 "You dah lupa darjat ke.. U are just an EA. U do not have a degree" i retorted saying "I have goals and aims.. I tell myself I am in an organisation that believes in excellence, so to help others towards excellence, I have to upgrade myself first... I have to achieve higher.. I wanna make sure that happen and with God's will, I believe it WILL HAPPEN".

Apparently, my reply got her pissed too.. sigh.. (anyway once again.. not my problem).

Thanks to that desire to move higher and achieve better, I hve successfully attained my long awaited Bachelor Honors in Mass Communications. Graduated with First Class Honours lagi... SYUKUR ALHAMDULILLAH kepada Allah swt, family members, close friends, Mentors and especially my hubby for that success. Couldnt have done it without their support and doas. And my aim to be an EO in my organization, tercapai pun. Many of those fellow EAs who had gotten her darn email came and told me personally to call her and then tell her of my success. Hmm.. tak payah la kakak-kakak sekalian.. Biar dia dengar or check sendiri. I noe she has some frens still in YM and i am sure they must have told her.. Oh well.. tak kuasa i...

Hmm... where ever you are NMbMI, may GOD forgive you and your sins for making my mentor's and my life a hell in 2005. Allah maha besar... and he knows what is best for individuals... not you.

Hmm... and guess what, my next aim is to start MBA in 2009.